Celine's POV:
I was backstage getting ready and do my vocal warm up. It had been a long time when I performed the last time. Now when Eddy and Nelson are two we could have travel and see beautiful places as a family. But now it was time to settle down again and do my job, sing and see my fans. I love what I do and it has and always will be my passion but sometimes I just want to be with my family and sing with my children and forget My heart will go on.
I had done my makeup and I was sitting and waiting my stylist to do my hair. When I looked at the mirror and checked my make up was fine it hit me. I know I've sang many years which feels forever for me but it's really what I love to do. It's what I dreamed of when I was this little girl with a big dream. And now years and years later I have it all. I have career, fans, money, awards, nice house and nice car, everything what I dreamed of. But I also have family, my three beautiful son, my loving husband, friends, my mom is still alive and my sisters and brothers. It made me smile, I really am a lucky lucky woman.
After my hair was done I got up and went to change my clothes. I had this beautiful white dress and those black heels. I looked at the mirror and smiled, I felt good in my skin. After all these years I felt I was a hundred percent confident, beautiful and sexy. I have always been really self-critical and I think I'll always be. I'm perfectionist with everything I do because I think I can always do better and why do bad if I know I can do well?
I saw Rene coming from the mirror and I smiled.
"How are you doing here?" he came behind me and kissed my shoulder.
"I'm wonderful and ready to sing" I looked at him from the mirror and smiled.
"That dress fits you perfectly" he smiled and I turned around.
"Really?" I pecked his lips and hugged him.
"Gorgeous like always" he whispered and made me smile even more.
"5 minutes for the show!" somebody called out.
"Are you nervous?" Rene asked and hold my hands.
"A little as always but I like that feeling" I looked our hands and smiled.
"Let's do this then" he whispered and I looked at him. We did our L.V sign and I pecked his lips for the last time before Rene walked away to his place in audience. I took the last look from the mirror, drank little bit of water and then walked behind the stage waiting for my turn to go on stage.
Finally they gave me a mike and I walked to the stage with my music and started to sing. I saw all those people and it amaze me every time how many people come to see me. My every fan is different and someones of them have really inspiring stories and they tell how my music had helped them and that makes me love this job even more.
After couple of songs I had my time to talk to audience and I really like that part of the show. I like to sing but I like to talk too like my old joke goes.
"How are everyone doing tonight?" I asked and everybody applauded.
"I'm feeling great and it's nice to be here and sing for you tonight" I smiled and some of my fans yelled they love me and it makes me always smile.
"I love you too" I whispered to the mike and I saw how they smiled like crazy.
"Before I came here I was in my dressing room and I was looking from the mirror and I realized I have sang for a loooooong time" I made a silly face and laughed as everyone else did.
"But when I think that, I'm pretty lucky. Not everybody get that opportunity like me and I'm thankful of every second of my life" I smiled and looked everyone at the audience.
"And thanks to you I'm here right now. Without all of you guys I couldn't do what I love and be here with you, so thank all of you" I blew a kiss and giggled as everyone blew a kiss to me.
After I finished talking music started and I was about to sing when somebody yelled very loud "We love you Celine" and everyone started applauding and cheering. I tried to start singing but it made me smile too much and I didn't even try. I was looking those people who were cheering and blowing kisses to me. I smiled and whispered thank you to the mike but they didn't stop at all. Suddenly people got up one by one and soon all the audience we standing up and applauding to me. I couldn't do anything else than smile and look all those people. All I could think was "wow, these people really love me" and even I know I have fans it's amazing how much they show it to me and respect what I do. Sometimes I feel people don't understand any singers couldn't do what they do without people who loves them and support them.
So there I was trying to start my song while hundreds of people were standing up and showing how much they love me. That feeling blew my mind and I felt so loved at that moment. I put my one hand in front of my mouth and giggled like a little girl. This moment was unbelievable and I felt everybody there were all big family.
"Thank you everybody, thank you so much" I said to the mike and tried to start the song. Music started play again and people calmed down a little so I could start singing. Even they didn't applaud anymore they all stayed standing up and everybody sang along with me.
After the concert I went to my dressing room and sat to the couch when Rene came in the room.
"That was something" he smiled and came to sit with me.
"Can you believe it? All those people standing up and cheering" I looked at him and smiled.
"They love you and that how much they respect you is unbelievable" Rene said. I nodded and leaned my head against his shoulder.
"I have the best fans ever" I whispered and Rene kissed my head.
"Yes you do"
Thursday, July 31, 2014
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
My love
Celine's POV:
We hadn't planned anything on that night but I wanted to surprise Rene with a dinner. Everybody knew I wasn't a great cook at this time but I wanted to have a romantic night with him. I knew he would come home a little bit later so I had time for cooking.
When it was 9 pm the food was ready and I set table beautifully. Everything was ready in the kitchen so I decided to change a dress on and put some makeup on. I put my red dress which showed my legs and I curled my hair. When I was ready I went back to downstairs. Everything was perfect for Rene so I had to just wait for him. It was almost 10 pm and I knew he would come any time soon. I put couple candles on the table and lighted them on. I walked into the living room and put music on. It wasn't special day for us but Rene was working really hard and he was stressed with all his work. I wanted to have a romantic night and take all his stress away. "Taller than the tallest tree is that's how it's got to feel. Deeper than the deep blue sea is that's how deep it goes - if its real" I sang with Frank and danced a little. I knew this night would be perfect, just two of us.
It was already 11 pm and I didn't know where Rene was. He didn't answered my calls or messages. Food was cold and I put out the candles and switched off the music. I knew Rene didn't know what I had planned but I still was hurt. I didn't bother to take off plates so I just left them on the table.
When I was about to go to the upstairs I heard how door opened and I turned to face the door. "Sorry, today went later than I expected" Rene said with a surprised look. I wanted him to look like this but earlier when food was hot and music was playing. "Yeah, whatever" I turned my back to him and took a step when I heard Rene's voice. "Is something happened?" I wanted to yell at him all my anger away and tell how I was waiting for him almost three hours to come home but I couldn't. "Nothing..." I answered and continued my way to upstairs. He took his jacket off and walked to the kitchen. I tried to hear what he was doing but I didn't hear anything. Finally I heard his steps and I started to walk stairs again. "Did you have a nice dinner with someone?" he joked and I turned to face him. That was the last thing what he should say right now. I was so done with his jokes and his incredibly beautiful smile. "Actually I planned nice and romantic night for me and my husband and surprise him but he didn't even bother to answer the damn phone!" I raised my voice a little and Rene looked surprised. "Honey, I had work to d-" "You always have! You don't do anything else than just work and work and work!" I cut him off and I came downstairs to stood right in front of him. "You're always working with me or not! We don't have any time together and if we do have sometime, we are working!" I let all the anger go away. "But I'm your manager for God sake!" Rene looked at me with disappointment in his eye. "But you are my fucking husband as well!" I pushed him and walked into the kitchen. Rene stayed there for a little time and then walked after me. "You know I have to do my job. What's the problem here? Do I work too much?" Rene asked while I put all plates back to the cupboard. "You work all the time. You're stressed all the time. We don't do anything together anymore" I looked him for a second and continued cleaning up the kitchen. "But you knew what it will be to be with your manager" Rene said calmly and leaned on the table. "But I didn't want this! I wanted to marry the man I love! Not only my manager who works his ass off! Who comes home late at night and go to sleep right away!" I was done. I couldn't be in the same room with him.
I put everything down from my hands and walked away from kitchen. "I'm sorry" Rene started but I didn't want to hear it anymore. "I don't care" I said and walked past him when he grabbed my arm and stopped me. I pulled my arm off of him and looked at his sad eyes. "Don't touch me. Don't talk to me. I'm done and I don't want to hear it" I walked to upstairs and I heard how Rene came after me. "What should I do? What the hell should I do then Celine?" Rene raised his voice and I turned around. His eyes were wet and it was too much for me. Tears filled my eyes even I tried to suck them back. I couldn't cry now. I wanted him to listen to me and understand what was wrong. "Listen" I said with a weak voice and I wiped my tears. "As long as I've known you I've admire how hard worker you are. I'm very thankful and I'm proud of you and I respect you and your work very much..." Rene came closer but I took a step back. I looked his eyes and saw how sorry he was. "But I need you! I need a man who I love more than anything else in this damn planet! Do you understand? I love you and I want to have time with you!" I yelled tears in my eyes. "I would fucking give all I am to you! Would you do the same for me? I want to share my life with you! Not only my career and success! I want you! I need you! I can't do this any longer so you have to decide Rene! You have to decide what do you want!" I totally collapsed and Rene ran to me. He took me in his arms and hold me close to his body. I pulled my face into his neck and cried. It was loud and ugly crying but it didn't matter at this time. I had said all the things to my husband what I had wanted to say so long time and only that mattered.
And there we were, on the floor. I was sobbing and Rene petting my back and kissing my forehead. "Nothing else, not even me, matter to me as much as you do" Rene whispered to my ear and it made me sobbing even more. "I didn't realize how much it bothered you but I will stop it. I promise I won't work as much as I'm working right now. And I promise I will be more with you" he cupped my face on his gentle hands and looked straight into my eyes. "I would and I will give all I am to you and I want to share my life with you too. I need you Celine" after those words he kissed my lips and wiped my tears. I didn't planned our night something like this but in the end it was worth it.
We hadn't planned anything on that night but I wanted to surprise Rene with a dinner. Everybody knew I wasn't a great cook at this time but I wanted to have a romantic night with him. I knew he would come home a little bit later so I had time for cooking.
When it was 9 pm the food was ready and I set table beautifully. Everything was ready in the kitchen so I decided to change a dress on and put some makeup on. I put my red dress which showed my legs and I curled my hair. When I was ready I went back to downstairs. Everything was perfect for Rene so I had to just wait for him. It was almost 10 pm and I knew he would come any time soon. I put couple candles on the table and lighted them on. I walked into the living room and put music on. It wasn't special day for us but Rene was working really hard and he was stressed with all his work. I wanted to have a romantic night and take all his stress away. "Taller than the tallest tree is that's how it's got to feel. Deeper than the deep blue sea is that's how deep it goes - if its real" I sang with Frank and danced a little. I knew this night would be perfect, just two of us.
It was already 11 pm and I didn't know where Rene was. He didn't answered my calls or messages. Food was cold and I put out the candles and switched off the music. I knew Rene didn't know what I had planned but I still was hurt. I didn't bother to take off plates so I just left them on the table.
When I was about to go to the upstairs I heard how door opened and I turned to face the door. "Sorry, today went later than I expected" Rene said with a surprised look. I wanted him to look like this but earlier when food was hot and music was playing. "Yeah, whatever" I turned my back to him and took a step when I heard Rene's voice. "Is something happened?" I wanted to yell at him all my anger away and tell how I was waiting for him almost three hours to come home but I couldn't. "Nothing..." I answered and continued my way to upstairs. He took his jacket off and walked to the kitchen. I tried to hear what he was doing but I didn't hear anything. Finally I heard his steps and I started to walk stairs again. "Did you have a nice dinner with someone?" he joked and I turned to face him. That was the last thing what he should say right now. I was so done with his jokes and his incredibly beautiful smile. "Actually I planned nice and romantic night for me and my husband and surprise him but he didn't even bother to answer the damn phone!" I raised my voice a little and Rene looked surprised. "Honey, I had work to d-" "You always have! You don't do anything else than just work and work and work!" I cut him off and I came downstairs to stood right in front of him. "You're always working with me or not! We don't have any time together and if we do have sometime, we are working!" I let all the anger go away. "But I'm your manager for God sake!" Rene looked at me with disappointment in his eye. "But you are my fucking husband as well!" I pushed him and walked into the kitchen. Rene stayed there for a little time and then walked after me. "You know I have to do my job. What's the problem here? Do I work too much?" Rene asked while I put all plates back to the cupboard. "You work all the time. You're stressed all the time. We don't do anything together anymore" I looked him for a second and continued cleaning up the kitchen. "But you knew what it will be to be with your manager" Rene said calmly and leaned on the table. "But I didn't want this! I wanted to marry the man I love! Not only my manager who works his ass off! Who comes home late at night and go to sleep right away!" I was done. I couldn't be in the same room with him.
I put everything down from my hands and walked away from kitchen. "I'm sorry" Rene started but I didn't want to hear it anymore. "I don't care" I said and walked past him when he grabbed my arm and stopped me. I pulled my arm off of him and looked at his sad eyes. "Don't touch me. Don't talk to me. I'm done and I don't want to hear it" I walked to upstairs and I heard how Rene came after me. "What should I do? What the hell should I do then Celine?" Rene raised his voice and I turned around. His eyes were wet and it was too much for me. Tears filled my eyes even I tried to suck them back. I couldn't cry now. I wanted him to listen to me and understand what was wrong. "Listen" I said with a weak voice and I wiped my tears. "As long as I've known you I've admire how hard worker you are. I'm very thankful and I'm proud of you and I respect you and your work very much..." Rene came closer but I took a step back. I looked his eyes and saw how sorry he was. "But I need you! I need a man who I love more than anything else in this damn planet! Do you understand? I love you and I want to have time with you!" I yelled tears in my eyes. "I would fucking give all I am to you! Would you do the same for me? I want to share my life with you! Not only my career and success! I want you! I need you! I can't do this any longer so you have to decide Rene! You have to decide what do you want!" I totally collapsed and Rene ran to me. He took me in his arms and hold me close to his body. I pulled my face into his neck and cried. It was loud and ugly crying but it didn't matter at this time. I had said all the things to my husband what I had wanted to say so long time and only that mattered.
And there we were, on the floor. I was sobbing and Rene petting my back and kissing my forehead. "Nothing else, not even me, matter to me as much as you do" Rene whispered to my ear and it made me sobbing even more. "I didn't realize how much it bothered you but I will stop it. I promise I won't work as much as I'm working right now. And I promise I will be more with you" he cupped my face on his gentle hands and looked straight into my eyes. "I would and I will give all I am to you and I want to share my life with you too. I need you Celine" after those words he kissed my lips and wiped my tears. I didn't planned our night something like this but in the end it was worth it.
Saturday, February 15, 2014
Depression
Celine's POV:
I woke up and everything felt the same like yesterday. I felt like I couldn't do anything and I changed my side to face the window. Rene has said I should got up from bed but I didn't feel I could do it. I just wanted to be in my bed and sleep. I heard how someone knocked and opened the door. "Mom?" I heard RC's voice and I slowly faced him. "Yes darling" I tried to sound like I normally do when I talk to him. "Are you coming to see my baseball game?" he asked with a hope in his eyes. I didn't want to let him down but I couldn't get up. "I'm sorry darling but I think I can't come on this time" as I said that I saw how a little hope in his eyes was gone. I have said 'I can't come in this time' many times before and he knew that. "Okay" he tried to smile and slowly closed the door. I felt more shit after that but it doesn't matter anymore. I was so tired for doing anything. Sometimes I felt I was too tired even breathe. I turned to face the window again and closed my eyes.
Rene's POV:
After Celine gave birth twins she has been like this. A couple of days she was like she always is, happy and energetic. But after those days she changed a lot and actually I've never seen her like this. Therese said this will go away and it's just postnatal depression but it really scared me. Rene-Charles was worried about Celine and even he didn't tell me about it, I could saw how he missed his mom. Twins needed their mother as well and I couldn't just watch Celine sleeping and crying all day long, every single day.
RC came from our bedroom to downstairs with tears in his eyes. I knew what was wrong but I wanted to help my son. "She said no?" I asked and RC sat next to me. He just nodded and watched TV. Therese came with Nelson and Linda came with Eddy. "Isn't Celine got up today?" Therese asked and sat on the couch. I shook my head. "She will be better any time soon when she realizes how amazing husband and children she has" Linda tried to make me feel better and I gave a small smile. "I think I should go to talk to her" I said and looked at Therese like asking a permission. She nodded and I got up.
I took a deep breathe and opened our bedroom door. First I didn't see Celine anywhere and I scared the worst. Then I heard water from our bathroom and it calmed me down. Celine opened bathroom's door and I saw how she has been crying. "Mon amour..." I whispered and she walked right into my arms. I knew she hasn't eaten but now I realized it when I felt how small she actually was. "You have to eat something my love" I kissed her forehead and took her hair away from her face. "I'm not hungry, I just want to go to sleep" she was about to go to bed but I didn't let her. "Celine, you can't keep sleeping every day, all day long. You have family, you remember?" I felt how tears fell from her cheeks and I held her tightly. "I can't do it Rene! I can't be a mom!" she cried into my neck and I tried do comfort her. "Of course you can Celine. You are the best mom I've ever seen and your boys loves you so very much. I love you Celine and we all need you" I cupped her beautiful face in my hands. "Do you hear me? We all love you and we need you" I looked into her tired and wet eyes. I kissed her soft lips and she kissed me back. After we broke to catch our breathes she leaned on my chest and wrapped her arms around my neck. "If I promise I will get up tomorrow, can I go back to bed now?" I heard her weak voice. I thought it for a few seconds because I really wanted to see my old beautiful and life-loving wife back. "Sure" I smiled and kissed her forehead. She walked slowly into our bed and I closed the door after me.
*10 hours later*
Rene's POV:
When I feed twins with Linda and put them to sleep I went to RC's room to watch how he was doing. "Can I come?" I knocked and opened the door. "Yes" RC said and I walked and sat next to him on his bed. "I know you are worried about mom and you miss her but I promise she will be back soon, okay?" I looked at my son and saw how much he looked like my wife. "Yeah, I guess so" RC said quietly. "Come here" I said and hugged him tightly. "Your mom loves you very much and you have to give her a little time" I felt how RC hugged me back and how he leaned his head on my shoulder. "Thanks dad" he whispered and I smiled.
After I wished the good nights to RC and Therese and Linda I went to our bedroom. I sneaked into our bed and felt how Celine wrapped her arms around me. "I missed you" I heard her quiet voice. "I missed you too" I whispered and pulled her close to me. I stroked her back and felt how easily she fell asleep in my arms. After a little while I fell asleep as well.
*2 weeks later*
Celine's POV:
I woke up and everything felt the same like usually. I felt like I could do everything and I changed my side to face Rene's side. He was already woken up and I heard how someone knocked and opened the door. "Mom?" I heard RC's voice and I smiled. "Yes darling, come here" I said and he walked towards me. "Did you sleep well?" Rene-Charles sat next to me and I kissed his cheek. "Yes I did" he smiled. "What were you asking?" I asked and he got up. "Are you coming to see my baseball game today?" he asked with a hope in his eyes. I took his hand in mine and I got up as well. "Of course I'm coming" and I saw how this little hope in his eyes changed for happiness. "Shall we go to eat some breakfast?" I opened the door and we went to downstairs.
RC ran towards Rene and told smiling how I was going to see his game today. Mom and Linda was already eaten twins and I made a cup of coffee for myself. "Good morning" I felt Rene's arms around my waist and smile came to my face. "Good morning" I turned around and pecked his lips. "So you are coming to RC's game today, right?" I drank my coffee and nodded. "Of course I'm coming" I kissed Rene's cheek and went to see Eddy and Nelson who were more than excited to see their mom.
I woke up and everything felt the same like yesterday. I felt like I couldn't do anything and I changed my side to face the window. Rene has said I should got up from bed but I didn't feel I could do it. I just wanted to be in my bed and sleep. I heard how someone knocked and opened the door. "Mom?" I heard RC's voice and I slowly faced him. "Yes darling" I tried to sound like I normally do when I talk to him. "Are you coming to see my baseball game?" he asked with a hope in his eyes. I didn't want to let him down but I couldn't get up. "I'm sorry darling but I think I can't come on this time" as I said that I saw how a little hope in his eyes was gone. I have said 'I can't come in this time' many times before and he knew that. "Okay" he tried to smile and slowly closed the door. I felt more shit after that but it doesn't matter anymore. I was so tired for doing anything. Sometimes I felt I was too tired even breathe. I turned to face the window again and closed my eyes.
Rene's POV:
After Celine gave birth twins she has been like this. A couple of days she was like she always is, happy and energetic. But after those days she changed a lot and actually I've never seen her like this. Therese said this will go away and it's just postnatal depression but it really scared me. Rene-Charles was worried about Celine and even he didn't tell me about it, I could saw how he missed his mom. Twins needed their mother as well and I couldn't just watch Celine sleeping and crying all day long, every single day.
RC came from our bedroom to downstairs with tears in his eyes. I knew what was wrong but I wanted to help my son. "She said no?" I asked and RC sat next to me. He just nodded and watched TV. Therese came with Nelson and Linda came with Eddy. "Isn't Celine got up today?" Therese asked and sat on the couch. I shook my head. "She will be better any time soon when she realizes how amazing husband and children she has" Linda tried to make me feel better and I gave a small smile. "I think I should go to talk to her" I said and looked at Therese like asking a permission. She nodded and I got up.
I took a deep breathe and opened our bedroom door. First I didn't see Celine anywhere and I scared the worst. Then I heard water from our bathroom and it calmed me down. Celine opened bathroom's door and I saw how she has been crying. "Mon amour..." I whispered and she walked right into my arms. I knew she hasn't eaten but now I realized it when I felt how small she actually was. "You have to eat something my love" I kissed her forehead and took her hair away from her face. "I'm not hungry, I just want to go to sleep" she was about to go to bed but I didn't let her. "Celine, you can't keep sleeping every day, all day long. You have family, you remember?" I felt how tears fell from her cheeks and I held her tightly. "I can't do it Rene! I can't be a mom!" she cried into my neck and I tried do comfort her. "Of course you can Celine. You are the best mom I've ever seen and your boys loves you so very much. I love you Celine and we all need you" I cupped her beautiful face in my hands. "Do you hear me? We all love you and we need you" I looked into her tired and wet eyes. I kissed her soft lips and she kissed me back. After we broke to catch our breathes she leaned on my chest and wrapped her arms around my neck. "If I promise I will get up tomorrow, can I go back to bed now?" I heard her weak voice. I thought it for a few seconds because I really wanted to see my old beautiful and life-loving wife back. "Sure" I smiled and kissed her forehead. She walked slowly into our bed and I closed the door after me.
*10 hours later*
Rene's POV:
When I feed twins with Linda and put them to sleep I went to RC's room to watch how he was doing. "Can I come?" I knocked and opened the door. "Yes" RC said and I walked and sat next to him on his bed. "I know you are worried about mom and you miss her but I promise she will be back soon, okay?" I looked at my son and saw how much he looked like my wife. "Yeah, I guess so" RC said quietly. "Come here" I said and hugged him tightly. "Your mom loves you very much and you have to give her a little time" I felt how RC hugged me back and how he leaned his head on my shoulder. "Thanks dad" he whispered and I smiled.
After I wished the good nights to RC and Therese and Linda I went to our bedroom. I sneaked into our bed and felt how Celine wrapped her arms around me. "I missed you" I heard her quiet voice. "I missed you too" I whispered and pulled her close to me. I stroked her back and felt how easily she fell asleep in my arms. After a little while I fell asleep as well.
*2 weeks later*
Celine's POV:
I woke up and everything felt the same like usually. I felt like I could do everything and I changed my side to face Rene's side. He was already woken up and I heard how someone knocked and opened the door. "Mom?" I heard RC's voice and I smiled. "Yes darling, come here" I said and he walked towards me. "Did you sleep well?" Rene-Charles sat next to me and I kissed his cheek. "Yes I did" he smiled. "What were you asking?" I asked and he got up. "Are you coming to see my baseball game today?" he asked with a hope in his eyes. I took his hand in mine and I got up as well. "Of course I'm coming" and I saw how this little hope in his eyes changed for happiness. "Shall we go to eat some breakfast?" I opened the door and we went to downstairs.
RC ran towards Rene and told smiling how I was going to see his game today. Mom and Linda was already eaten twins and I made a cup of coffee for myself. "Good morning" I felt Rene's arms around my waist and smile came to my face. "Good morning" I turned around and pecked his lips. "So you are coming to RC's game today, right?" I drank my coffee and nodded. "Of course I'm coming" I kissed Rene's cheek and went to see Eddy and Nelson who were more than excited to see their mom.
Saturday, January 4, 2014
Vacation
Celine's POV:
I was going home. Day was tiring and I wanted to cuddle with Rene on the cough and drink coffee. I have had three interviews in this day and it was enough for me. I love to talk but sometimes talking about me all the time is very boring, at least for me. I looked from the car's window and I saw how sun was going down. Suddenly I felt how much I missed Rene even I knew he was at home and I saw him at morning. I smiled with myself for my folly and looked at the next seat of me and I realized how much I loved him.
Rene's POV:
When I heard the car, I went to the door and opened it. I saw how Celine came out of the car and her smile was unbelievable. "Hey you", I smiled back to her and she came and hugged me. "I missed you", Celine said and made me smile. "Already? You did three interviews and you miss me already?" She just grinned at me and we went inside. I had little plan for us and Celine didn't knew anything about it yet. We went on the cough and she came to my lap. "How was your day?" I asked and kissed her back. "Long and tiring", she yawned. "Would you like to go to sleep?" I asked, but she just smiled. "I know something better than sleeping." Celine pecked my lips and then my neck. "Cel, I have something to tell you", I tried to take her off of me but for nothing. "Later", she mumbled and kept kissing my neck while she opened buttons of my shirt. "Seriously Celine, I have surprise for you."
Celine's POV:
Immediately when Rene said he has surprise for me I came off of him and looked at her like a little girl. "What is it?" I asked with smile on my face. "Oh, now you listen to me", Rene smiled and played with me. "Reneeee, I don't wanna play that game now!" I laughed when he took me in his arms and cuddle me tight. "I've thought that maybe we should go for a little vacation." I turned around in his arms and smiled at him. "Where?" He kept looking at me and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I pecked softly his lips and our kiss turned passionate. "Mmmm, Celine do you wanna know where are we going?" Rene asked against my lips and I pulled back. "Would you like to go to Hawaii?" Big smile came to my face and Rene smiled right back to me. "Of course!" I gave a laugh and pecked his lips. He took me in his arms and walked to our bedroom.
Rene put Celine down on their bed and Celine pulled Rene atop of her. She took Rene's shirt off and wrapped her arms around his torso. They kissed slowly and Rene start to kiss Celine's neck. After a little while Rene looked at Celine and saw how she kept her eyes closed. "Celine you are tired, we can just go to sleep." "But I want you", Celine said quietly, but Rene took Celine in his arms and they cuddled. Rene heard how Celine fell asleep and right after her he fell asleep too.
*1 week later*
Celine's POV:
"Honey, limo came!" I hear Rene's voice from downstairs. "I'm coming!" I yelled and took my sunglasses and came downstairs. "Ready?" Rene asked with a smile and took my hand. "Absolutely", I smiled back and we went to the car. It didn't took long when we were at airport and our plain was ready.
Rene's POV:
Plane was about to leave the ground when Celine squeezed my hand tightly and leaned her head on to my shoulder. I kissed her forehead and looked out of the window. Even we fly often Celine still scared flying a little and I find it adorable. She always squeezes my hand and holds it when plane leaves the ground and when it alights back to the ground. I looked at her and she was already looking at me. "I'm so excited for this vacation", Celine looked into my eyes. Damn her eyes are so captivate I could look them all day long, I thought myself and I pecked her lips. "I have looking for that so long, to have some alone time with my wife", I smiled and she kissed my cheek. "I can't wait for that", she giggled and took my hand in hers again.
-------------------------
Rene's POV:
Celine is like a little child who needs some activities time to time. And when she has this mood on she's hyper active. I call her a clown because sometimes I can't believe what's going on her head. When we were sitting in a comfortable silence she looked at me with a smile. I knew she has something in her mind and I smiled without looking at her. "What are we doing there?" she kept looking at me and I glanced her. "In Hawaii?" she nodded. "What people normally do when they are in vacation?" I laughed but Celine needed more information. "I don't know... We can swim and go to see beautiful places... Why are you asking?" I wondered and I gave all my attention to her. "I was just thinking... We have never taken a vacation like this before" she said and pushed her back to her seat. I pulled her in my lap and hugged her. "We can do whatever you want to but I have one stipulation" I kissed her cheek and she was listening. "We are going to relax and have a good time with two of us. Whatever you want to do I want to do it too, with you" Celine smiled and pecked my lips. "Of course" she smiled and hugged me.
Celine's POV:
When we finally landed and came to our hotel, it was like paradise. Hotel was a big and white and flowers were everywhere. People recognized us but they just smiled and waved and left us alone. I couldn't believe we would stay here two weeks just two of us - this place was like a heaven!
A hotel guy showed our suite I couldn't believe my eyes. It was the most beautiful room I've ever seen and the balcony view was unbelievable. I walked all around the hotel suite and Rene gave tip for the guy. I heard how the guy left and Rene came behind me. "What do you think? You like it?" he knew my answer and kissed my neck lightly. "This is amazing" I whispered and leaned against Rene. "The best for the best" I heard Rene's low voice in my ear and it made me smile. I turned to face his tender eyes who were looking at mine. "I love you" he smiled and cupped my face in his hands. "I love you too" I winked at him and we kissed.
*Two hours later*
Celine's POV:
After we unpacked our suitcases we went to eat our dinner. Food was so good I thought I haven't never eaten that much. Everywhere was incredible beautiful I couldn't focus on just one thing. While I watching people who played music, I saw how Rene was looking at me. A little smile came to my face but I kept looking at people. "What are you looking at?" I asked but didn't look at him. "You" he said simply and I turned to look at him. Rene took one red rose and gave it to me. "For you" he smiled. I took it from him and it smelled so good. Everything was so perfect I couldn't believe it true. While I was smelling the rose I kept looking at Rene who has his eyes just for me. "Would you like to go to beach? Sunset is almost the most beautiful thing I've ever seen" he asked with his tender voice which melts me always. "What's the most beautiful thing then?" I asked with a little grin. Rene didn't say anything. He just looked at me and I felt how I blushed. I tried to cover my face with the rose and Rene paid the bill.
We left all the people and building behind us while we were walking hand in hand to the beach. There wasn't anybody there and I felt how my heart started to beat faster. I loved to be with Rene and I really loved our little romantic nights together. Usually we don't have those romantic nights very often. We work so hard that sometimes it really scares me. But when we have time, Rene take care of that he reminds me how much I mean to him. And I think he really can me feel like only woman in the world. "What do you like this place?" Rene broke our silence and looked at me. "This is like a paradise! Everywhere is so beautiful I can't believe this is true" I smiled and looked the sea. We stopped walking and just stood there looking at the sea and the sunset. Everywhere were so quiet and only thing I could heard was our breathings. "Celine..." Rene started and I looked at him. I saw how his eyes were wet and I knew he will say something what makes me cry easily. "You are everything what I've ever wanted and needed. When I saw you for the first time I didn't even think about how someday we could be here just two of us. You mean so much to me that sometimes it really scares me. I love you Celine. I love you so very much" his voice was low and quiet. I wiped my tears and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Rene Angelil, I love you too but you need to stop making me cry like this" I smiled and pecked his lips. We hugged long and I felt like we were alone in the whole world. Like nothing bad will never happen when I'm in his arms, when he holds me close to him. I felt his lips against my neck and how them moved slowly on to my lips. I couldn't resist him and I kissed back. I knew what's going to happen when our kiss turned passionate as quick as I kissed him back. Every time it's like magic when you kiss somebody who's meant to kiss you. Who is meant to be with you for the rest of your life and who loves you unconditionally. It's beautiful and very tricky sometimes.
Rene's POV:
When we broke to catch out breathes Celine took my hand in hers and started to walk directly to our hotel. I couldn't take my eyes off of her. She is perfect and everybody who says something else are fools. She is beautiful, kind, talented, funny and very smart. She is far away from ordinary and I think she already knows it.
We came to our suite and I closed the door. Celine pushed me right against the wall and pulled her body against mine. Her hair all over my face while her lips were all over my lips. She took easily my jacket off of me and stated to unbutton my shirt. She was the boss and I would do whatever she wants me to do. Finally she took off of my shirt turned around to wait for me to unzip her dress. I went closer to her and moved her hair away. I kissed her neck lightly which made her moan quietly. Slowly I unzip her dress showing her perfect body. She took her dress off of her and it fell on the ground. When she turned around I couldn't do anything else than stare at her perfectly beautiful naked body. It took my breath away and she knew it exactly. Celine walked against me and I felt her lips on my ear. "Take me to the bed" I heard her soft voice and felt her eyes burning into my neck. I wrapped my arms around her and walked towards our bed.
-------------------------
Celine's POV:
I woke up and smiled when I remembered last night. I looked Rene over my shoulder and he was still sleeping. I didn't want to wake him up but I really needed to go to the bathroom. I yawned lightly and looked something to cover my body. I saw Rene's shirt on the ground and I picked it up. I put it on and sneaked as quietly as I could to the bathroom. I closed the door and turned to face the mirror when I saw it. I had a love bite on my neck and it made me laugh. I usually didn't have any mark after our sex but now I had and a really big one.
After I washed my face and teeth I opened bathroom's door and I saw how Rene was awake. I stayed in doorway looking at him if he would notice my neck. "God you look sexy whatever time is" he smiled and I grinned back. I walked slowly towards him and sat in his lap. "Do you see something weird on me?" I asked and he looked at me. "No I don't but I can tell something is on my back" Rene said and I looked his back. There was ten straight red line from my nails. "Sorry" I giggled and Rene seemed confused. "What is in your neck?" he took my hair away so he could see better. "A big love bite by you" I laughed and he looked at me. "I should say sorry then as well" Rene grinned and wrapped his arms around me. "What do you want to do today?" he asked and pecked my lips. "Hmmm what about going to just walk and seeing beautiful things?" I said between kisses. "That sounds good" Rene said and smiled. We were in silence for a while and looked into each others eyes before I broke the silence. "I love you" I whispered and Rene smiled. "I love you too" he whispered to my ear and we hugged. I didn't know how long we were there just hugging each other but I didn't even care. I loved this man more than anything else and I loved to feel his heartbeat close to mine.
*2 hours later*
Rene's POV:
We were walking on the beach when couple fans came to us. Celine tried to cover her neck as well as she could and it made me smile. After Celine gave them signatures and they took some photo we continued our walk. "Do you think they saw my neck?" Celine asked and looked at me. "What's the matter if they saw it? All what they will see is you had fun last night" I winked at her and she giggled.
Suddenly Celine saw a little path into the forest and she wanted to go there. "Are you sure you want to go there?" I asked and she took my hand. "C'moon Rene! This will be fun." She walked in front of me and looked everywhere. I couldn't deny, there was really beautiful and nobody were there. Trees were really big and flowers were everywhere. "Now I know where they take all the flowers to the hotel" I joked and Celine smiled to me behind her shoulder. "I can't believe how beautiful here is! And so peaceful" she said and stopped. "What's wrong?" I asked and went right behind her. "There is a little waterfall and pool!" she pointed. We walked there and it was the pool was bigger than we first thought. "Can we go to swim?" Celine asked and turned to face me. "Swim? There?" I asked and looked at her and then the pool.
Celine's POV:
There was really hot and pool allured me. "I will go" I took my shirt off of and opened my shorts' button. "Are you sure?" Rene asked and I nodded. "Then I will come with you" he smiled and took his shirt off of. I took my shoes and shorts of and jumped to the pool. I screamed as I felt how cold the water actually was. "Is it cold?" Rene asked and took his shoes off. "No, it's perfect" I wanted him to come with me and if I'd have said water is cold, he would never come. When Rene finally jumped on the water I was used to it and it wasn't cold for me anymore. But for him it was really cold and I could saw that. "This is freaking cold Celine!" Rene yelled and swam towards me. I couldn't do anything else than laugh and before I noticed Rene was holding me in his arms and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He kissed my neck lightly and I let the breath go what I was holding on without realizing it. I bitten my lip so I wouldn't moan but it was really hard. "Rene..." moan escaped from my mouth and he stopped. "Wha-" I cut him off by kissing him and it was passionate from the stars. I felt how Rene held me close to him and pushed me against the pool while we kept kissing. I knew we couldn't do it here but I really wished we would be in our suite right now. "We can't do it here" I said between kisses and Rene nodded. "I know, we should stop" I knew that was really true but I could't stop. "Yeah, that would be the best" I joked but we kept kissing. I didn't know what was wrong with us. We usually did't do something like this but something in Hawaii made us act like teenagers. This wasn't our honeymoon or anything like that but I just couldn't take my hands and lips off of him.
When we finally let each others go and stopped kissing, we got up from the pool and put our clothes on. We both needed to eat something but we wanted to finish what we started, so we decided to go to our suite and order food there.
-------------------------
Rene's POV:
When I heard the car, I went to the door and opened it. I saw how Celine came out of the car and her smile was unbelievable. "Hey you", I smiled back to her and she came and hugged me. "I missed you", Celine said and made me smile. "Already? You did three interviews and you miss me already?" She just grinned at me and we went inside. I had little plan for us and Celine didn't knew anything about it yet. We went on the cough and she came to my lap. "How was your day?" I asked and kissed her back. "Long and tiring", she yawned. "Would you like to go to sleep?" I asked, but she just smiled. "I know something better than sleeping." Celine pecked my lips and then my neck. "Cel, I have something to tell you", I tried to take her off of me but for nothing. "Later", she mumbled and kept kissing my neck while she opened buttons of my shirt. "Seriously Celine, I have surprise for you."
Celine's POV:
Immediately when Rene said he has surprise for me I came off of him and looked at her like a little girl. "What is it?" I asked with smile on my face. "Oh, now you listen to me", Rene smiled and played with me. "Reneeee, I don't wanna play that game now!" I laughed when he took me in his arms and cuddle me tight. "I've thought that maybe we should go for a little vacation." I turned around in his arms and smiled at him. "Where?" He kept looking at me and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I pecked softly his lips and our kiss turned passionate. "Mmmm, Celine do you wanna know where are we going?" Rene asked against my lips and I pulled back. "Would you like to go to Hawaii?" Big smile came to my face and Rene smiled right back to me. "Of course!" I gave a laugh and pecked his lips. He took me in his arms and walked to our bedroom.
Rene put Celine down on their bed and Celine pulled Rene atop of her. She took Rene's shirt off and wrapped her arms around his torso. They kissed slowly and Rene start to kiss Celine's neck. After a little while Rene looked at Celine and saw how she kept her eyes closed. "Celine you are tired, we can just go to sleep." "But I want you", Celine said quietly, but Rene took Celine in his arms and they cuddled. Rene heard how Celine fell asleep and right after her he fell asleep too.
*1 week later*
Celine's POV:
"Honey, limo came!" I hear Rene's voice from downstairs. "I'm coming!" I yelled and took my sunglasses and came downstairs. "Ready?" Rene asked with a smile and took my hand. "Absolutely", I smiled back and we went to the car. It didn't took long when we were at airport and our plain was ready.
Rene's POV:
Plane was about to leave the ground when Celine squeezed my hand tightly and leaned her head on to my shoulder. I kissed her forehead and looked out of the window. Even we fly often Celine still scared flying a little and I find it adorable. She always squeezes my hand and holds it when plane leaves the ground and when it alights back to the ground. I looked at her and she was already looking at me. "I'm so excited for this vacation", Celine looked into my eyes. Damn her eyes are so captivate I could look them all day long, I thought myself and I pecked her lips. "I have looking for that so long, to have some alone time with my wife", I smiled and she kissed my cheek. "I can't wait for that", she giggled and took my hand in hers again.
-------------------------
Rene's POV:
Celine is like a little child who needs some activities time to time. And when she has this mood on she's hyper active. I call her a clown because sometimes I can't believe what's going on her head. When we were sitting in a comfortable silence she looked at me with a smile. I knew she has something in her mind and I smiled without looking at her. "What are we doing there?" she kept looking at me and I glanced her. "In Hawaii?" she nodded. "What people normally do when they are in vacation?" I laughed but Celine needed more information. "I don't know... We can swim and go to see beautiful places... Why are you asking?" I wondered and I gave all my attention to her. "I was just thinking... We have never taken a vacation like this before" she said and pushed her back to her seat. I pulled her in my lap and hugged her. "We can do whatever you want to but I have one stipulation" I kissed her cheek and she was listening. "We are going to relax and have a good time with two of us. Whatever you want to do I want to do it too, with you" Celine smiled and pecked my lips. "Of course" she smiled and hugged me.
Celine's POV:
When we finally landed and came to our hotel, it was like paradise. Hotel was a big and white and flowers were everywhere. People recognized us but they just smiled and waved and left us alone. I couldn't believe we would stay here two weeks just two of us - this place was like a heaven!
A hotel guy showed our suite I couldn't believe my eyes. It was the most beautiful room I've ever seen and the balcony view was unbelievable. I walked all around the hotel suite and Rene gave tip for the guy. I heard how the guy left and Rene came behind me. "What do you think? You like it?" he knew my answer and kissed my neck lightly. "This is amazing" I whispered and leaned against Rene. "The best for the best" I heard Rene's low voice in my ear and it made me smile. I turned to face his tender eyes who were looking at mine. "I love you" he smiled and cupped my face in his hands. "I love you too" I winked at him and we kissed.
*Two hours later*
Celine's POV:
After we unpacked our suitcases we went to eat our dinner. Food was so good I thought I haven't never eaten that much. Everywhere was incredible beautiful I couldn't focus on just one thing. While I watching people who played music, I saw how Rene was looking at me. A little smile came to my face but I kept looking at people. "What are you looking at?" I asked but didn't look at him. "You" he said simply and I turned to look at him. Rene took one red rose and gave it to me. "For you" he smiled. I took it from him and it smelled so good. Everything was so perfect I couldn't believe it true. While I was smelling the rose I kept looking at Rene who has his eyes just for me. "Would you like to go to beach? Sunset is almost the most beautiful thing I've ever seen" he asked with his tender voice which melts me always. "What's the most beautiful thing then?" I asked with a little grin. Rene didn't say anything. He just looked at me and I felt how I blushed. I tried to cover my face with the rose and Rene paid the bill.
We left all the people and building behind us while we were walking hand in hand to the beach. There wasn't anybody there and I felt how my heart started to beat faster. I loved to be with Rene and I really loved our little romantic nights together. Usually we don't have those romantic nights very often. We work so hard that sometimes it really scares me. But when we have time, Rene take care of that he reminds me how much I mean to him. And I think he really can me feel like only woman in the world. "What do you like this place?" Rene broke our silence and looked at me. "This is like a paradise! Everywhere is so beautiful I can't believe this is true" I smiled and looked the sea. We stopped walking and just stood there looking at the sea and the sunset. Everywhere were so quiet and only thing I could heard was our breathings. "Celine..." Rene started and I looked at him. I saw how his eyes were wet and I knew he will say something what makes me cry easily. "You are everything what I've ever wanted and needed. When I saw you for the first time I didn't even think about how someday we could be here just two of us. You mean so much to me that sometimes it really scares me. I love you Celine. I love you so very much" his voice was low and quiet. I wiped my tears and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Rene Angelil, I love you too but you need to stop making me cry like this" I smiled and pecked his lips. We hugged long and I felt like we were alone in the whole world. Like nothing bad will never happen when I'm in his arms, when he holds me close to him. I felt his lips against my neck and how them moved slowly on to my lips. I couldn't resist him and I kissed back. I knew what's going to happen when our kiss turned passionate as quick as I kissed him back. Every time it's like magic when you kiss somebody who's meant to kiss you. Who is meant to be with you for the rest of your life and who loves you unconditionally. It's beautiful and very tricky sometimes.
Rene's POV:
When we broke to catch out breathes Celine took my hand in hers and started to walk directly to our hotel. I couldn't take my eyes off of her. She is perfect and everybody who says something else are fools. She is beautiful, kind, talented, funny and very smart. She is far away from ordinary and I think she already knows it.
We came to our suite and I closed the door. Celine pushed me right against the wall and pulled her body against mine. Her hair all over my face while her lips were all over my lips. She took easily my jacket off of me and stated to unbutton my shirt. She was the boss and I would do whatever she wants me to do. Finally she took off of my shirt turned around to wait for me to unzip her dress. I went closer to her and moved her hair away. I kissed her neck lightly which made her moan quietly. Slowly I unzip her dress showing her perfect body. She took her dress off of her and it fell on the ground. When she turned around I couldn't do anything else than stare at her perfectly beautiful naked body. It took my breath away and she knew it exactly. Celine walked against me and I felt her lips on my ear. "Take me to the bed" I heard her soft voice and felt her eyes burning into my neck. I wrapped my arms around her and walked towards our bed.
-------------------------
Celine's POV:
I woke up and smiled when I remembered last night. I looked Rene over my shoulder and he was still sleeping. I didn't want to wake him up but I really needed to go to the bathroom. I yawned lightly and looked something to cover my body. I saw Rene's shirt on the ground and I picked it up. I put it on and sneaked as quietly as I could to the bathroom. I closed the door and turned to face the mirror when I saw it. I had a love bite on my neck and it made me laugh. I usually didn't have any mark after our sex but now I had and a really big one.
After I washed my face and teeth I opened bathroom's door and I saw how Rene was awake. I stayed in doorway looking at him if he would notice my neck. "God you look sexy whatever time is" he smiled and I grinned back. I walked slowly towards him and sat in his lap. "Do you see something weird on me?" I asked and he looked at me. "No I don't but I can tell something is on my back" Rene said and I looked his back. There was ten straight red line from my nails. "Sorry" I giggled and Rene seemed confused. "What is in your neck?" he took my hair away so he could see better. "A big love bite by you" I laughed and he looked at me. "I should say sorry then as well" Rene grinned and wrapped his arms around me. "What do you want to do today?" he asked and pecked my lips. "Hmmm what about going to just walk and seeing beautiful things?" I said between kisses. "That sounds good" Rene said and smiled. We were in silence for a while and looked into each others eyes before I broke the silence. "I love you" I whispered and Rene smiled. "I love you too" he whispered to my ear and we hugged. I didn't know how long we were there just hugging each other but I didn't even care. I loved this man more than anything else and I loved to feel his heartbeat close to mine.
*2 hours later*
Rene's POV:
We were walking on the beach when couple fans came to us. Celine tried to cover her neck as well as she could and it made me smile. After Celine gave them signatures and they took some photo we continued our walk. "Do you think they saw my neck?" Celine asked and looked at me. "What's the matter if they saw it? All what they will see is you had fun last night" I winked at her and she giggled.
Suddenly Celine saw a little path into the forest and she wanted to go there. "Are you sure you want to go there?" I asked and she took my hand. "C'moon Rene! This will be fun." She walked in front of me and looked everywhere. I couldn't deny, there was really beautiful and nobody were there. Trees were really big and flowers were everywhere. "Now I know where they take all the flowers to the hotel" I joked and Celine smiled to me behind her shoulder. "I can't believe how beautiful here is! And so peaceful" she said and stopped. "What's wrong?" I asked and went right behind her. "There is a little waterfall and pool!" she pointed. We walked there and it was the pool was bigger than we first thought. "Can we go to swim?" Celine asked and turned to face me. "Swim? There?" I asked and looked at her and then the pool.
Celine's POV:
There was really hot and pool allured me. "I will go" I took my shirt off of and opened my shorts' button. "Are you sure?" Rene asked and I nodded. "Then I will come with you" he smiled and took his shirt off of. I took my shoes and shorts of and jumped to the pool. I screamed as I felt how cold the water actually was. "Is it cold?" Rene asked and took his shoes off. "No, it's perfect" I wanted him to come with me and if I'd have said water is cold, he would never come. When Rene finally jumped on the water I was used to it and it wasn't cold for me anymore. But for him it was really cold and I could saw that. "This is freaking cold Celine!" Rene yelled and swam towards me. I couldn't do anything else than laugh and before I noticed Rene was holding me in his arms and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He kissed my neck lightly and I let the breath go what I was holding on without realizing it. I bitten my lip so I wouldn't moan but it was really hard. "Rene..." moan escaped from my mouth and he stopped. "Wha-" I cut him off by kissing him and it was passionate from the stars. I felt how Rene held me close to him and pushed me against the pool while we kept kissing. I knew we couldn't do it here but I really wished we would be in our suite right now. "We can't do it here" I said between kisses and Rene nodded. "I know, we should stop" I knew that was really true but I could't stop. "Yeah, that would be the best" I joked but we kept kissing. I didn't know what was wrong with us. We usually did't do something like this but something in Hawaii made us act like teenagers. This wasn't our honeymoon or anything like that but I just couldn't take my hands and lips off of him.
When we finally let each others go and stopped kissing, we got up from the pool and put our clothes on. We both needed to eat something but we wanted to finish what we started, so we decided to go to our suite and order food there.
-------------------------
Rene's POV:
I woke up and saw Celine sleeping in my armpit. I smiled and closed my eyes. I hoped we could stay there forever. Just two of us in as beautiful place as paradise. In the end I didn't need anything else than her by my side. Suddenly I felt how Celine moved a little so I could got up. I put my shirt on when I was walking to the bathroom. I stopped to see our balcony and I had an idea. This whole vacation's idea was that I would show how much Celine means to me and I wanted to be as romantic as I could. Of course she knew I loved her but when we are working our asses off so we don't have much time together. Sometimes it's really hard but we both knew that before we got together.
After I put my clothes on and brushed my teeth, I sneaked to see Celine. She was so beautiful and peaceful when she slept. I couldn't hold my smile when I looked at her. She was my everything and I needed to show it to her. I kissed lightly her forehead and sneaked outside. I closed the door as quiet as I could and I went to reception. The weather was perfect for my idea and I knew Celine would love that.
Celine's POV:
"Celine, honey" I heard Rene's soft voice but I changed my side. "Not now" I mumbled and grabbed cover near to my face. "Celineeee" Rene kept saying my name and I couldn't resist. "Whaat? I wanna sleep." I felt his arms around my waist and he kissed my cheek. "I have a surprise for you" he smiled against my neck while kissing it. He knew how to play with me and saying the word 'surprise' got me always. "What surprise?" I changed my side to face him and I opened my eyes. "Good morning beautiful" he smiled and we kissed.
There we were again, cuddling tightly in our bed without caring about the whole world. He was my world and I was his. I wanted to know his surprise for me but I wanted to stay there. His breathing calmed me down and I almost fell asleep when Rene played with my hair. "Do you wanna know your surprise?" he whispered to my ear and I smiled. "Can we stay here and you can tell me about it?" I raised my eyes on his. "No" he said simply and kissed my forehead.
After for a while we got up and I dressed. Even I tried to got any clue what my surprise was, he just shook his head and smiled. He enjoyed to tease me. He always gives me something and wants surprise me even he knew I'm not the most patience human. When I finally was ready and we were about to go, Rene stopped me and gave me a scarf. "Put this to cover your eyes." I didn't know what was going on but I trusted him and put it around my face. "Do you see something behind it?" Rene asked while we were walking. "No, I literally don't see anything and I'd like to know where we are going" I heard how Rene laughed. "You will see when we are there Cel", he said and I felt how we were walking on the sand. I felt wind on my face and on my dress. I smelled water and I knew we were on beach. "Did you make a picnic for us?" I smiled and suddenly we weren't walking on the sand anymore. "Something like this but not here." I hated how enigmatic he could be but at the same time it was fun.
Rene's POV:
When we finally were there I stopped and Celine already smiled. "Can I take this off now?" she asked. "Yes" I told her and I took couple steps back. I wanted to see her face when she realizes where we were and what I've done for us. She took scarf off of her face and she opened her eyes. Her face was priceless. Her mouth was wide open, her eyes sparkled and she looked everywhere. Finally she looked me with a big smile on her face. I saw how tear rolled down on her cheek and I took her in my arms. "Don't cry silly" I whispered to her ear and wiped her tears away. "I love you" she looked into my eyes and pecked my lips. "I love you too and that's why I did this for us" I smiled and kissed her forehead.
Celine's POV:
It was beautiful. Rene had rented a yacht for us and we ate our breakfast there. Sun was shining and wind was blowing my hair, it was lovely warm and water was clear and blue. It was perfect and romantic. I loved it and I wouldn't want to leave it.
I went to bow of a yacht and watched the sea. It was one of the beautiful thing what I've seen. Sky and water was the same color, sun was shining and made the water gleam. I closed my eyes and felt Rene's arms around my waste. It made me giggle and I opened my eyes. "Why are you laughing?" Rene smiled into my neck and hold me tight. "Titanic" I said simply and he laughed too. "Hope this love story will end differently" he grinned and kissed my cheek. "The good news is, here is not iceberg" I joked and turned around. "But seriously, I love this. Here is so beautiful and peaceful. Thank you" I looked straight to his eyes and he smiled. "I want to keep surprise you always when I can. I want to see your smile again and again" Rene whispered and pecked my lips.
Monday, December 9, 2013
Forever and ever, you remember?
Year 2039
Celine's POV:
I was home alone. It was used to be a full of people, but now there was just me. I heard how wind howled and rain whipped to the windows. I walked all around to the rooms as I saw how boys played with each other and how my mom looked at them with a peaceful smile. But they fade away as quickly as I imagined them. I smile with myself when I walked through the corridor and came to the living room. All photos were there and I took on pic with a beautiful golden carcasses. It was photo of everybody. Of my mom and all of my sisters and brothers, Rene's older children with their children and my and Rene's three beautiful boys. We all smiling at the camera while sun was shining behind of us. Big, loving smile came to my face while I put picture down. I walked to upstairs and looked into one empty room. It had been Rene-Charles room and I went in. I could saw how he played his xbox and listened Eminem out loud. I could still remember the first day when I hold him in my arms and how Rene looked at him with tears in his eyes. I close the door and walk to the another room. Silence almost killed me when I remembered how loud Eddy and Nelson used to laugh with each others. I left that room as I came to my mom's room. She had lived with us after dad's death and I really loved to have her near. As I walked into the biggest bedroom I remember how much love that room kept inside. I felt how suddenly I couldn't breath so well. All the memories crashed into my mind. I sat down on the side where Rene used to sleep. I missed him so much I couldn't even understand it. I looked down to my ring what I haven't taken off since Rene's death. I rolled it around my finger like I always do when I'm nervous. It had been almost 20 years when I last saw his face smiling at me and kissing me goodnight kiss. I still could feel his lips on to mines and how he wrapped me in his arms and hold me tight. I stood up and opened his wardrobe when I smelled his good and fresh smell all over the room. I did that always when I missed him. I have his every stuff in the boxes but his clothes are still hanging there. I just need to smell him sometimes when I really miss him. While I was about to close wardrobe door's when his one jacket fell down. I squatted and raised it up from the floor. I was going to put it back when I saw one box behind his clothes. I put his jacket back and I took the box behind everything. I haven't seen that before and I was interested what it hold in. I got back to the bed and opened the box. First I was many letters and papers on it. I thought they would be some of Rene's work papers but when I opened one envelope carefully I recognized Rene's handwriting.
September 15 1993
Celine, my dearest. This, us is getting really serious and I will propose you. I know what I'm feeling for you and my feelings are real and more powerful than ever before. I'm not afraid anymore and all what I want is be with you the rest of my life, forever. I just love you so much and I can't watch you like this anymore. I know hiding our relationship is very hard for you but soon we will tell everybody. I love you so much.
Love,Rene xxx
I felt how tears were rolling down by my cheeks and I didn't even try to wipe them away. My heart was beating very fast when I opened the next letter and the next letter and the next letter. I realized he had been writing these just for me. But why I hand't seen these before? And why he wrote these for me? Why he never told about them to me? All these questions ran into my head when I read his beautiful handwriting.
December 20 1994
Celine, my best friend, my love, my life, my everything, my wife. Our wedding were just a couple days back and all I can say, you were stunning. It was perfect day and I would chance anything of it. I can't wait what life will gave to us but I promise to you I will be here for you always. No matter how far I may be you can still feel my love for you. And my love for you is endless. I love you Celine, forever and ever.
Love,Rene xxx
I'm sobbing harder than ever. Our wedding was just perfect and I would do everything for live that day again. I would do everything for see my husband just one more time.
March 30 1999
My one and only true love, Celine. Today is your thirty-first birthday so happy birthday baby! Even it's your birthday and we should be happily celebrate you, everybody are more than worried about me. I'm sorry about that, but I promise to you I will heal. I'm just... I'm scared Celine! I feel like our happiness has been destroyed. I know you are worried even you don't show me. You want to be strong for me and that's the best for you, for me, for us. Just promise me you won't never stop because of me. I love you so so much my love.
Love,Rene xxx
I closed my eyes when I slowly took another letter. I could hear his tender and low voice in to my head while I was reading his letters. All I wanted to do was ran into his strong arms and stay there forever. I wanted to see his smile one more time and hear how he says 'mon amour' while looking at me with velvet eyes. I missed that feeling what I always felt with him. I felt I was save with him. That he protect me for everything bad.
January 26 2001
My sweetest Celine. We have our first child now which mean we are parents! Yesterday born a beautiful baby boy Rene-Charles Angelil. I'm so happy to hold him in my arms and I can't wait for to play with him and tell everything about golf and cars. And you... Your eyes when you hold our son for the first time... It was something what I will keep in my mind for the rest of my life. Now I know you have a boy who takes care of you if something ever happens to me. I love you and our son more than anything in this world.
Love,
Rene xxx
Tears were rolling down by my cheeks and smile came to my face. I wanted to read them all. I wanted to read all his letters for me. I wanted to know everything about my dead loving husband. I wanted to know what he thought and felt inside of him.
December 17 2009
Celine, mon amour. Today is our 15th anniversary and I couldn't be any happier. Our long journey together had have ups and downs but in the beginning we promised forever and ever and I can tell, we will keep that promise. I feel so blessed and incredibly happy because I wake up everyday with you by my side. We are trying to another baby and I can't tell how excited I am. Happy anniversary my amazing and beautiful wife, I love you more than ever.
Love,Rene xxx
October 23 2011
My Celine, today is Eddy and Nelson's first birthday already. Time flies so fast and soon RC will be young adult. I'm so thankful of having you all in my life and being with you. I love our boys so very much and I love you my love. You are more beautiful each day and your voice is better than ever. Even though so many years I can still see a little girl who came to my office and sang in front of me with a pen. I'm so proud of you and who you are nowadays. Remember, I love you and I will always love.
Love,I stared at the last letter what I've read and I felt how my tears slowly stopped on my cheeks. I realized I still have that little girl inside of me. I've just forgotten it for a little while. I start to smile when I remember how nervous I was in that day when I sang to him for the first time. I read more his letters when tears started to roll down by my cheeks again. I felt his love from these little letters and I started to miss him even more. Why he had to go so early? First my mom died and year after her Rene passed away. I'm so thankful that boys supported me specially Rene-Charles even it was hard for him also. He had always been so strong and in this time he was really strong. I think because of me, Eddy and Nelson and he knew it was really hard for me when he saw how broken I was after my mom passed away.
Rene xxx
December 16 2019
Celine, my biggest love of my life . Tomorrow is our 25th anniversary. Can you believe it? We have been in marriage 25 years! These past years have been my best years ever. When I first saw you I never thought you will be the right one. Celine, you are more than my wife and best friend. You are my soul mate. You are part of me and whenever I'll go I have part of you with me. We are one remember? I love you more and more each day and I will never stop loving you.
Love,
Rene xxx
As I re-read his letter I noticed date. December 17 2019 was the day when Rene died, in our 25th anniversary. Tears filled up my eyes when I realized this was his last letter for me. This was his last time when he wrote. Suddenly I remember that horrible morning where I felt his arms around my waist. I remember how I stroked his hands while I felt something was wrong. I turned around and realized he wasn't breathing at all. I remember that horrible emptiness feeling inside of me when I called his name and shook his body. I didn't want to believe it was true and I called Linda who came immediately when she heard me crying out of her name. I wiped my tears away and took every single letter into my hands. I would say Rene has written over 200 letters for me over the past years. I held them in my arms when I noticed one envelope on the bottom of the box. I put all other letters down and took that envelope to my hands.
For my dearest loveI realized very soon this was the last letter from Rene. The last one what he ever wrote for me. I felt how my heart started to beat faster as I opened envelope slowly. I stopped as I had opened it. I wasn't sure would I want to read it now. It felt like this was Rene's goodbye to me. I wasn't sure would I want to say my goodbyes to him, but I couldn't resist not to read it. Tears came back even I haven't even start to read the letter. I took a deep breath as I started to read my husband's last letter.
Dear Celine,
I know this is hard for you to read and I know you have many questions in your mind right now. You may think what are all those letters what I've written for you. Well, I wanted you to know how much you meant to me. Even I had been married before, I didn't know what love is before you came into my life. You taught me everything about love, trust and life. Because of you I really learned to know myself better and I wanna thank you for that my love.
You may think as well why I left. Answer is simply to say but hard to understand. It was my time to go and watch you and boys above the clouds with my parents and your parents. With all our friends and kin who had passed away. I'm sorry I left like that saying nothing but I didn't know I would leave in that day. But honestly, I didn't go anywhere. Why? Don't you remember my dear? We are one. You and me, one. You have always part of me in your heart. You can feel my love in you, I know you can because I feel your love inside of me. Even I'm not there with my body, my love for you and our boys stays there forever. I promised one day I won't never leave you and I will always love you no matter what and I did so. I will love you forever and ever without any questions.
Even here is beautiful I miss you. I miss your beautiful face and tender eyes. I miss your lips and how good you smell. I miss how you say my name and how you wrapped your arms around me while we hug. I miss our time together and I miss boys. Please tell them how much papa loves them even they are grown up now.
But don't worry mon amour we will see when it's our time. And when this time will come I'll hug you forever. I know this is hard for you, believe me it was hard for me too. But only what I asking for you is still keep going. Do you remember when I had my hear attack or my cancer? You promised to keep going no matter what. You promised it because of me and I ask it just one more time. Baby, please don't stop for living as happy as you always be. Don't stop singing, I know you enjoy it. And what's the most important thing, don't stop loving. I know I was your first one, but don't think I have to be your last one. I beg you that when you're ready my dear, love again. Love somebody as much as you loved me and change his life as well.
All what I want to say is don't be sad. I've always hated when you are sad. Smile instead of crying, you are so much more beautiful when you smile and be happy. Your smile is so beautiful and it melts my heart.
I love you so much that sometimes it hurts. I miss you so much that sometimes I don't know what to do. But this doesn't has to be sad. If I could I would hug you for the last time and kiss you like never before. I would hold you in my arms and look into your beautiful loving eyes. I would whisper 'I love you' and wipe your tears away. And someday I will and I promise it to you Celine.
I love you don't ever forget that.
Love,
Rene L.V.Tears filled my eyes as I looked at the letter. I wanted to yell Rene's name and pray he would come and take me in his arms once again. I wanted him to whisper to my ear telling everything is fine. But nothing was fine now. I missed him more than anybody could even imagine. I wanted to be with him more than ever and I pulled my hands to my face. I cried more than ten minutes. After that while I was sobbing, I re-read it once again and went under warm cover. I lied down and re-read Rene's letter again and again. I felt how tiredness took over and I fell asleep.
Rene-Charles POV:
I drove to mom's yard and came off of the car. I opened car's door for Katy and I took our little princess into my arms. "Can me and grandma do pancakes daddy?" Emma asked while looking at me. "Of course you can", I smile at her. I opened the front door and put Emma down. I took Katy's hand in mine and kissed her cheek while we came in. "Maman we are here!" I say as I close the door. "Are you here?" I ask when I don't heat mom anywhere. "Maybe she is in shower", Katy gave a slight smile. Emma took Katy's hand and started to walk into the back door. "I wanna go to swing mamma!" Katy looked at me and I nodded. "You two can go to swing and I look if mom is upstairs", I say as I peck Katy's lips and they left. I go to upstairs and call mom. I knock at her bedroom door and I enter in. "Maman?" I asked while I saw her in hers bed. Some paper were all over the floor one mom held one tightly in her hand. I went closer to her when I realized everything isn't all right. Familiar horrible feeling came inside of me as I see maman in her bed. That same feeling came when I went to this same bedroom when papa died. "Maman?" I ask for the last time as I shook her body softly. A tear rolled down by my cheek when I realize she had passed away. I took paper off of her hand and I read it. I realized it was from papa and I smiled at maman. "Say 'hello' from us mom", I whisper while I kiss her forehead and left the room.
Thursday, November 21, 2013
Not pretty enough
Celine looked at the mirror, but turned her head away right away. She didn't like anything what she saw. She hated her nose, she wanted bigger lips and eyes. She thought her chin is too big and it's like man's chin. Even she had fixed her teeth many years ago, she still heard how people called her 'Dracula' and 'vampire'.
She looked at the mirror again and she wasn't confident even of her body anymore. Even she was 38 years old woman, she didn't feel like woman at all. Celine lied down on her bed and closed her eyes. She didn't want to go anywhere.
Robin was already ready so she went to Celine's room to watch how she was doing. When she knocked the door and opened it, she saw Celine lying on the bed. She closed the door and sat down next to her. "What are you doing?" Robin laughed. Celine didn't say anything and Robin knew something was wrong. "Okay Cel, tell me what's wrong", she said and raised her right eyebrow. "I don't wanna go", Celine mumbled and kept her eyes closed. "Why? It is your party, of course you will go", Robin was confused. Earlier in that day Celine was all right and she was excited about to go. "I don't find a dress", Celine lied. Robin looked at the chair where was her dress and under the chair were her shoes too. "It's not that...", Robin said and Celine got up. "I...", Celine said but felt embarrassing to tell the real reason. "I just don't wanna go anymore!" she told. Robin saw something was wrong and she didn't believe her. "You can tell me Celine", she said and looked at her. "I'm not pretty enough, okay? I don't feel like a woman. I don't feel confident with myself", Celine said and got up from the bed.
She went in front of the mirror and looked at herself. Robin was a little shocked how Celine felt about herself. She had always been so confident in her own skin and she had never talked like this before. "Cel, what do you mean? You are beautiful and confident woman!" Robin said and looked at Celine. Celine looked at her through the mirror, but didn't say anything. "You look so much better than some models, so I don't understand what are you talking about", Robin said and Celine turned around. "Sometimes I still hear how people are calling me 'Dracula' and how they laugh at me. I have never felt beautiful", Celine told tears in her eyes. "I've been always that tall and extremely skinny, awkward girl who had no friends." Robin came to Celine and hugged her. "But look at yourself now. You are successful woman who is happily in marriage. You have a beautiful little boy and you are one of the best selling female artist. Why you even bother to think what other people had said to you?" Celine sobbed and tried to calm down. "Sometimes I don't feel pretty at all", Celine whispered and hugged Robin tightly.
When Celine calmed down, Robin made her hair and Celine did her makeup herself. She put her dress and shoes and looked at the mirror. Her light brown hair were curly and her lips were red. Her dress was black just like her Prada's heels. "You need just one thing", Robin said and smiled. "What is it?" Celine asked and gave a little smile. "That", Robin winked. Celine was confused and looked at the mirror. She understood what Robin meant and gave a bigger smile. "Don't shame your teeth anymore, because you girlfriend have a beautiful smile", Robin smiled and they went downstairs. "We are ready to go", Robin said and her husband and Rene turned around. "You are very beautiful Celine", Rene stared at her and couldn't looked away. "Thank you", Celine smiled and winked at Robin.
Wednesday, November 20, 2013
Anniversary
Celine turned around and came close to Rene. She was still sleeping, but Rene wasn't and he looked at his wife. Celine rubbed her head for a little while when she found the perfect place of Rene's armpit. Celine looked so adorable and Rene smiled. He couldn't believe how they have been in love for so long and how their love just grow and grow each day.
Celine moved again and wrapped her arm around Rene's torso. Rene looked at her again and she smiled. "Good morning", Celine whispered and opened her one eye slightly. "Good morning", Rene smiled and kissed her. She kissed him back and yawned greatly. "Do you remember what day is it today?" Rene asked and looked at her. Celine opened her eyes and looked at Rene. "Our 19th anniversary", she smiled and hugged him.
They lied on their bed, Celine in Rene's arms. "That day was perfect", Celine said and played with Rene's hand. "Would you do something differently?" Rene asked and looked at her. "No. Nothing", she told. "Not even your tiara who made that scar?" Rene laughed. Celine touched her hairline and felt a little scar. "No, not even that", Celine grinned. "Or maybe one thing...", Celine said and turned laying on her stomach. "Longer honeymoon", she smiled and Rene laughed.
They were silent for a little while. They looked each other and smiled. "I would also change one thing", Rene said. "Really? What would you change?" Celine was interested. "I would change the day." Celine didn't understand and seemed confused. "What do you mean?" she asked and looked at him. "I would change the day a couple years earlier", Rene said and hold Celine's hand. "I was so scared what people will say when they find out we are together. We lose many years just because I didn't listen to my heart", he said. Celine couldn't say anything. She knew Rene was a little bit right, but it wasn't his fault. "When you said for the first time you love me and I walked away... I loved you. I loved you so much, but I was scared and confused. And the worst part, I hurt you. Sometimes I think how many times I've hurt you and I wonder how you never gave up with me." Tear rolled down on Rene's cheek and Celine wiped it away. "Don't think of that Rene. Don't blame yourself about something like that. You're right, it hurt me. It hurt me very much, but I became stronger and that's why I've never gave up with you! Only thing you can blame yourself is my happiness", Celine said and gave loving look at him. Rene smiled shortly and Rene came his armpit again.
"But I truly believe this is miracle. Us had meant to be together and first we didn't believe it, but look at us now. We are singer and manager, wife and husband, maman and papa, best friends, lovers, we are one", Celine thought aloud. "And the best is yet to come", Rene said and kissed Celine's forehead. She smiled and looked at him. "I love you." She kissed his lips softly and he kissed him back. "I love you too Celine", Rene said quietly and Celine put her head on Rene's chest.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)