Celine's POV:
I was backstage getting ready and do my vocal warm up. It had been a long time when I performed the last time. Now when Eddy and Nelson are two we could have travel and see beautiful places as a family. But now it was time to settle down again and do my job, sing and see my fans. I love what I do and it has and always will be my passion but sometimes I just want to be with my family and sing with my children and forget My heart will go on.
I had done my makeup and I was sitting and waiting my stylist to do my hair. When I looked at the mirror and checked my make up was fine it hit me. I know I've sang many years which feels forever for me but it's really what I love to do. It's what I dreamed of when I was this little girl with a big dream. And now years and years later I have it all. I have career, fans, money, awards, nice house and nice car, everything what I dreamed of. But I also have family, my three beautiful son, my loving husband, friends, my mom is still alive and my sisters and brothers. It made me smile, I really am a lucky lucky woman.
After my hair was done I got up and went to change my clothes. I had this beautiful white dress and those black heels. I looked at the mirror and smiled, I felt good in my skin. After all these years I felt I was a hundred percent confident, beautiful and sexy. I have always been really self-critical and I think I'll always be. I'm perfectionist with everything I do because I think I can always do better and why do bad if I know I can do well?
I saw Rene coming from the mirror and I smiled.
"How are you doing here?" he came behind me and kissed my shoulder.
"I'm wonderful and ready to sing" I looked at him from the mirror and smiled.
"That dress fits you perfectly" he smiled and I turned around.
"Really?" I pecked his lips and hugged him.
"Gorgeous like always" he whispered and made me smile even more.
"5 minutes for the show!" somebody called out.
"Are you nervous?" Rene asked and hold my hands.
"A little as always but I like that feeling" I looked our hands and smiled.
"Let's do this then" he whispered and I looked at him. We did our L.V sign and I pecked his lips for the last time before Rene walked away to his place in audience. I took the last look from the mirror, drank little bit of water and then walked behind the stage waiting for my turn to go on stage.
Finally they gave me a mike and I walked to the stage with my music and started to sing. I saw all those people and it amaze me every time how many people come to see me. My every fan is different and someones of them have really inspiring stories and they tell how my music had helped them and that makes me love this job even more.
After couple of songs I had my time to talk to audience and I really like that part of the show. I like to sing but I like to talk too like my old joke goes.
"How are everyone doing tonight?" I asked and everybody applauded.
"I'm feeling great and it's nice to be here and sing for you tonight" I smiled and some of my fans yelled they love me and it makes me always smile.
"I love you too" I whispered to the mike and I saw how they smiled like crazy.
"Before I came here I was in my dressing room and I was looking from the mirror and I realized I have sang for a loooooong time" I made a silly face and laughed as everyone else did.
"But when I think that, I'm pretty lucky. Not everybody get that opportunity like me and I'm thankful of every second of my life" I smiled and looked everyone at the audience.
"And thanks to you I'm here right now. Without all of you guys I couldn't do what I love and be here with you, so thank all of you" I blew a kiss and giggled as everyone blew a kiss to me.
After I finished talking music started and I was about to sing when somebody yelled very loud "We love you Celine" and everyone started applauding and cheering. I tried to start singing but it made me smile too much and I didn't even try. I was looking those people who were cheering and blowing kisses to me. I smiled and whispered thank you to the mike but they didn't stop at all. Suddenly people got up one by one and soon all the audience we standing up and applauding to me. I couldn't do anything else than smile and look all those people. All I could think was "wow, these people really love me" and even I know I have fans it's amazing how much they show it to me and respect what I do. Sometimes I feel people don't understand any singers couldn't do what they do without people who loves them and support them.
So there I was trying to start my song while hundreds of people were standing up and showing how much they love me. That feeling blew my mind and I felt so loved at that moment. I put my one hand in front of my mouth and giggled like a little girl. This moment was unbelievable and I felt everybody there were all big family.
"Thank you everybody, thank you so much" I said to the mike and tried to start the song. Music started play again and people calmed down a little so I could start singing. Even they didn't applaud anymore they all stayed standing up and everybody sang along with me.
After the concert I went to my dressing room and sat to the couch when Rene came in the room.
"That was something" he smiled and came to sit with me.
"Can you believe it? All those people standing up and cheering" I looked at him and smiled.
"They love you and that how much they respect you is unbelievable" Rene said. I nodded and leaned my head against his shoulder.
"I have the best fans ever" I whispered and Rene kissed my head.
"Yes you do"
