Allyson's POV:
There I was. Sitting on Celine Dion's couch waiting for to meet her. I was in panic. I didn't knew how I will reaction when I'll actually meet her and sitting with her. I've dreamed about that moment so many times, but at that moment I couldn't even think what I'd do. I ripped my sleeves and looked at the clock in every minute. All what I wanted to do with my life, was meet her. Nothing else didn't matter anymore and I was ready to give up. I though that was my last trip to anywhere. That I will end my life after that moment. The last person who I wanted to meet was Celine, my only light in my dark life.
Celine's POV:
When my bodyguard opened the door for me and I walked in the room, I saw a girl who seemed scared. She got up tears in her eyes, but that was different tears what I used to be seen. I smiled at her and saw how she tried to smile back. I hugged her tightly and tried to comfort her. "Don't cry beautiful, everything is all right", I whispered it to her ear and we sat down. She looked at me like I was some angel, but in her eyes I saw a dark sorrow.
Allyson's POV:
I couldn't believe I was in the same room with Celine Dion. She was so beautiful like always. She hold my hand and I knew she has noticed something. I looked my sleeve, but it wasn't up so she couldn't see any cuts on my wrist. I looked down a little and tried to remember what I wanted to say so badly to her. "You can tell me darling, I'm here just for you", I heard Celine's warm voice and she asked her bodyguards to leave us alone.
Celine's POV:
When my bodyguards left, I felt how girl started to shake and I took her in my arms. "What's your name honey?" I asked and kissed her forehead. "Allyson", she answered with a insecure voice and I was little worried. I didn't knew that girl, but I knew something was badly wrong with her and I wanted to help her. She seemed so sad and scared all the time.
Allyson's POV:
Celine smiled at me warmly and asked what's wrong. I couldn't keep my tears any longer in my eyes. She hugged me and I hold her tightly. "I'm so sorry. I'm just wasting your time...", I said quietly. She took my head to her hands and looked into my eyes. "You are not wasting my time dear. I'd like to know why you are crying. Why you are looking so sad." She wiped my tears away and I told how I want to suicide. I swear she hadn't been never so shocked what she was in that moment.
Celine's POV:
When she told she wanted to die, I was devastated. I couldn't believe how so young and beautiful girl wanted to kill herself. I shed a tear, but wiped it right away. I wanted to be strong for her and listened her. I wanted to help her so much and I couldn't though she would be gone after my concert. She told how her parents divorced when she was very young and how her mom died five years ago and how Allyson depressed after that. She showed her wrist which was very bad looking. I took it and looked it very well and counted how many times she had needed someone.
Allyson's POV:
When Celine hold my arm and looked at my wrist, my heart was beating very fast. I heard how she counted my cuts and I found it very cute. I knew she couldn't count them all, but I let her to do it. I saw how sorry she was for me and I wanted to tell how she had helped me to get this far. "I wanna thank you for being who you are. You've helped me more than you can ever imagine. Because of you I'm still here." She looked at me with her velvet eyes and we hugged long without saying anything.
Celine's POV:
I hugged her tightly and tried to not to cry. I tried to found the best words, but I decided to talk from my heart. "You are beautiful and young. You have so much to do and so much to see in your life. Your mom is over there with my papa and she doesn't wanna you up there yet. And I wanna see you again, in here. I'm very thankful and thrilled if I've helped you to got through this far, but now it's your turn. You have to help yourself and I'm here to help you. If you ever feel sad, just put my music on and I'm there with you. I'm so proud of you and I'm sure you will get through this. I don't wanna that you even think something like suicide. You are not worth it." I didn't knew more I could say.
Allyson's POV:
I cried. I cried my eyes out of my head and pulled my head to Celine's neck. I felt for the first time after my mom's death somebody really cared. She hold me in her arms and I felt how my mom was proud of me. Celine was the first one who I told my whole story and it helped me. After her concert I went to home and I told my dad what had happened. I told how I felt and he supported me. I wasn't scared anymore to tell how I felt. All because of Celine. I promise to myself that I will meet her again when I'll be better. I wanted to live because of her and couple of years later, I was happy about my decision.
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