Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Pregnant

We came at our hotel room and I felt sick. Rene thought it was just a flu and he put me on bed. He has always been very careful with me and he has always wanted the best for me. He gave a cup of a hot tea and came by my side. He tried my forehead, but it didn't felt hot. When I drank my tea I lied down on the bed. When Rene came later on the bed, I immediately went close to him. He was so warm and I felt so cold even I didn't have any fever. He raised his arm and I went to his armpit. I smiled at him, kissed his cheek and I fell asleep.
 When I woke up, I was better. I didn't feel sick at all and I was ready to do my interview and concert. I went to the shower and I put my clothes on. Rene waited me so we went to the breakfast together. "So first you have your rehearsals, then the interview and then your concert", Rene said when we had out breakfast on our table. "Do we stay here or?" I asked and drank my coffee. "No, after your concert, we fly to L.A to see your voice doctor and then we have couple of days off", Rene said and I started to smile. "Couple days off? Are you serious?" I teased him. He smiled and grinned at me.
 We were almost eaten when I felt sick again. I tried to finish my breakfast, but I couldn't. I got up and I ran to the WC. I throw up everything, but at least it helped. I washed my hands and looked at the mirror to fix my hair when woman came next to me. "I hated morning sickness when I was pregnant", she looked at me. I smiled at her, but didn't say anything. "Boy or girl?" woman asked and smiled at me looking my stomach. "I'm not pregnant...", I said nicely and she looked at me. "Darling, I have four children and I see if woman is pregnant", she said and left. I looked at the mirror and stared at my stomach. I wanted a child, but I wasn't sure was time right. I touched my stomach and couldn't believe I would be pregnant.
 I opened WC's door and I saw Rene in front of me. "Are you okay?" "Yes, I just felt a little sick." "Are you sure?" "Of course I am." Rene saw something was going on, but he knew I will tell about it later. We left to my rehearsals and it went well.
 We arrived at my interview place and I went to for makeup. First I didn't feel sick at all, but when I was almost ready I felt again and I ran to the WC. My hairstylist looked after me and when I came back she was little worried. "Is everything all right?" I wanted to lie so badly, but I couldn't keep it inside of me any longer. "I don't know am I pregnant...", I said and sat down. "But that would be amazing!" she smiled and curled the rest of my hair. "Don't say anything. If somebody ask something, say you don't know anything, okay?" I asked. "Of course", she smiled and I was relieved.
 "Please welcome one and only Celine Dion!" Everybody started to applaud and I walked in front of everyone. I sat down as soon as possible on the sofa. I felt sick, but I prayed I could hold up of all the interview. "Hello Celine", Rosie smiled. "Hey and thanks for an amazing welcoming", I smiled and tried to concentrate on the interview. Everybody started to applause again and I smiled at the audience. "So, I heard you are very busy right now." "Yes... Well my Falling Into You tour will ends soon. Yesterday I had one concerts here and after this I will have another. Then I will fly to see my voice doctor to L.A and then I have couple of days off." "How you can do this all? I mean, I have one show and I feel tired, but you do everything at the same time!" Rosie joked and audience laughed. "Baby, that's all what I'll give, if that's what it takes", I sang and Rosie laughed. "Don't you ever do not sing?" she joked. "Well seriously I love what I do and I love singing and performing and meeting an amazing people. Of course I have days when I don't feel good or my voice isn't in perfect shape, but I enjoy what I do very much." I felt pain in my stomach and I tried to act normally. "So you have couple of days off tomorrow?" Rosie asked and looked at me. "Yes, I go to see my voice doctor and then I have some free time", I smiled and hold my stomach. "Me and Rene will have some time just two of us and then I start recording my new album." "But I heard you'd love to have a child", Rosie said with a little smile in her face. "I do. I'd love you have a child, but I don't know is it the time right. We are trying and if it happen, I will tell", I smiled and hoped interview will end soon.
 When interview ended I left backstage and drank a little water. I didn't knew should I tell to Rene about I may be pregnant. I sat in front of the mirror and I couldn't not to look at my stomach. I saw in my head how I would have a baby girl and how Rene would spoil her. I stoked my stomach when Rene came behind me. "Are you ready to go?" he asked and kissed my cheek. I smiled and got up.
 At plane I tried to sleep, but I couldn't stop thinking the possibility to be pregnant. Rene was sleeping next to me and I looked at him a little smile on my face. I knew he would be excited for having a baby, but it would change a lot of things what was going on right now. I leaned my head on his shoulder and I fell asleep.
 We alighted at L.A and Rene woke me up. I felt really sick and Rene noticed that. "You will tell about your stomach pain and everything to your voice doctor if he can help you", he told while we were going to see him. I just tried to not throw up and not to think what that woman said to me at WC. I didn't feel pregnant and it was very unlikely I was even pregnant. I hoped it in my heard, but my head knew it's not gonna happen now.
 We came to his office and he was already waiting for us. "Hello Celine, hello Rene!" he smiled and we went in his room. He checked my throat, ears and nose. Everything was fine, except my stomach. "Celine has some stomach problems so we thought could you check it too?" Rene asked and I looked at him. "Of course I can", he smiled.
 I lied down to the bed. I lifted my shirt a little and doctor probed my stomach. It didn't hurt at all and he wanted to do ultrasound. "This gel may be a bit cold", he said and put the gel. After a while he started to smile with himself and Rene saw it. "What is it?" Rene asked and I looked at the doctor. "This seems Celine is pregnant." Rene couldn't believe his ears and he went to look the screen with doctor. "Am I pregnant?" I asked and Rene took my hand. "We are having a baby", Rene looked more than happy. When I realized that woman was right I started to smile and tear rolled down by my cheek. Rene's eyes got wet, but his smile was something what I've never seen before. "Pregnancy is just in the beginning but you two will be parents", doctor said. I got up and jumped to Rene's arms.

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