I don't know

Celine didn’t want to go on stage anymore. She was changing her clothes, but she felt so bad with herself. So bad because she felt she left Rene alone when he needs Celine the most. But Celine promised to Rene that she does those few concerts. Now Celine hates those promises what she did… but she knew she have to go on. Because of Rene, she has to be strong so he could heal. 

 Celine went to onstage, but she was very emotional and she knew what her next song was. Music started to play and Celine took one deep breath. “Now or never girl friend”, she thought with herself and started to sing:

“A mountain of stone, a door of steel

Can’t stand in my way, I’d go on

Brutal machines, unbending laws

Can’t slow me down, I’d go on

I’ve learned how to deal and when to fight

I know what’s real, I know what’s right

I’m not afraid, a wounded dove

I can be tender in a world so tough.

I’m sure I could face the bitter cold

But life without you, I don’t know.” A tear rolled down on her face and she let the others come too. She couldn't deny her feelings and she almost collapsed. She sang:

“The winds of the heart can blow me down

But I get right up and I stand my ground

I’ve tasted fear, my share of pain

The wasted tears of love in vain

I’ve held you tight, pushed you away

Now with all my might I beg you to stay

I’m sure I could face the bitter cold

But life without you, I don’t know” She was sure that she was dreaming. She felt so much pain and everybody heard it in her voice. Her voice seemed so weak and strong at the same time.

 Now she was crying and shaking. She felt that she was alone and She knew she has to sing the song to the end. She was ready, but then she felt someone right behind of her. Someone’s hand touched hers and hold it. Celine looked at her hand and saw ring on it. “Just like Rene’s…” Celine reached to think when she looked up. “Rene…”, she whispered and hugged him. “You have to sing it to the end baby” Rene whispered and dry Celine’s tears. Celine smiled and holed Rene’s hand.

“I know what I want, I know what I need

But there’s just one thing I must believe

Deep in the night by a dying flame

You will be there when I call your name” Celine smiled and looked at Rene. Tear rolled down on her face again, but she knew Rene was there just for her.

"I’m sure I could face the bitter cold

But life without you, I don’t know" Celine ended the song and hugged Rene again. Rene hold Celine tightly and kissed her head. "Everything is okay Celine. I’m here. Right here with you. We are together in this illness, but you have to be alone in this stage. Anymore a couple of songs and then we go home. Can you do that for me honey?" Rene asked and took Celine’s face to his hands. Celine couldn’t say anything, but she smiled at Rene and kissed straight to his lips. Rene went away and Celine ended her show.

 After her concert, Celine ran to Rene’s arms and cried everything out of her. All pain and bad feeling went away and she felt good with herself again.