When I woke up I saw bright light above me. I had bad headache and I felt pain everywhere of my body. I tried to got up, but it hurt too much so I stayed in bed. First I didn’t even knew where I was, but I realized quickly I was at hospital. I looked everywhere in my room, but I was alone. “Nobody!” I thought with myself and I closed my eyes.
I couldn’t sleep because of that damn light and I started to think, why I was there. Why I felt pain all of my body. I remembered how I was at home and I was supposed to go to my parents house for a couple of days. Rene wasn’t at home and his one friend loaned his car, but returned it.
Suddenly I remembered all the story. I remember how Daniel gave me the car keys and said that car is little bit broken or something like that. I remember how I put my one bag in to the car’s trunk and how it took a little while when car started.
I saw it so clearly how I drove away from our yard and I lost car’s control. I tried to stop, but I don’t know what went wrong. I realized that I never got at my parents house. I crashed very hard.
I closed my eyes again and one thought came to my mind. What Rene will say? I heard how footsteps draw near and my heart started to beat faster. “What he will say? It was his favorite car.” I found myself in panic. I knew he was in French in business trip and now he flew here because of me. “He will be so mad when he hear the car was broken and I still drove it…”, I thought with myself and I saw Rene in front of my room’s door. He talked with my doctor little while and I was really scared.
I closed my eyes and tried to act sleeping. I heard how he opened the door and took deep breath. I heard his footsteps came closer to my bed. He took chair next to my bed and he took my hand. I felt how he was shaking and I heard how he sniffled. “Does he think I’m in coma?” I thought with myself and I decided to open my eyes.
What I saw was heart breaking. Rene was sitting on the chair, holding my hand and crying. I’ve never saw him crying like that. “Hi”, I whispered and gave as big smile as I could. Rene raised his head and saw me. “Oh my God how worried I was!” Rene said and wiped his tears. He hold my hand and kissed it like thousands times. I found it little funny, but I saw how much he really cares about me.
After a little while I tried to got up again, but it hurt too much even try harder. “Stay in bed. Doctor said you have to take easy now”, Rene said and looked at me seriously. I didn’t knew what to say so I looked at him. “How bad the car is?” I asked carefully. “It’s very bad. Nobody doesn’t even know how you survived”, Rene looked at me like I’m some miracle. I didn’t knew did he knew about the car before I crashed, so I decided to say anything. “I’m so sorry Rene…” “About what? About that you crashed my car or that you drove it even you knew it was broken?” I looked Rene and I saw how tear rolled by his cheek. “Both”, I said and looked down. “Do you even know how worried I was? They called me first and I ran to the taxi and to the airport and I took first fly who came here and I took a taxi and I ran here and Daniel calls to me and told car was broken before you crashed and first I was so mad to him because he let you drove it, but then he said he told about it to you and you still drove it?!” Rene didn’t yell. He never yell at me, but his voice was louder than ever. I looked at him and he was crying. I felt so bad because I knew how worried he was and I knew how stupid I was when I drove that car.
Doctor came in my room and realized what was going on. “Hello Celine”, doctor said and looked at me. “How you are doing?” “I’m okay.” “Do you have pains?” “A little bit, but not much.” Doctor smiled at me and looked at his papers. “Well, you had very good luck young lady. You have a couple of ribs broken and you got concussion, but nothing bigger. Some surface wounds, but you won’t die”, doctor joked, but nobody laughed. “If you need something, just ask. You have to be her two days, but then you can go home, but you can’t be alone”, doctor said and looked at me and Rene. “I took care of her. She won’t be alone”, Rene said and shook hands with doctor.
When doctor left out of the room, Rene sat down and looked at me. “I’m sorry Celine… I’m not mad at you I just… I was really worried about you and you know how much I care about you…” “I know”, I smiled and took his hand. I was flattered how worried he really was and I felt for the first time he really loves me. “And I promise I won’t leave you alone. If I have to go somewhere, you will come with me.” I saw how serious Rene was, but we both knew that won’t happen. Even I knew that, I was so happy because of what he said. And I knew he will broke that promise soon, but I felt these couple of days will be special for us.
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